- A HEART FULL OF PAIN, HEAD FULL OF STRESS - A HAND FULL OF ANGER, HELD IN MY CHEST -

++ about me ++
name: JosH
FirsT LighT: 07-04-1988
BusinEss AddResS: z3n_cool@hotmail.com
Wat i Du?: FuN stuFF... SporTs...
I loVe my guiTar.. MuziCk and MoviEe
ambition: HistoRy makEr WorLD chanGEr
likes: tries to... chillinG wiTh me Lovable FrenS.. yeah, u gUyS aRe lovaBle
dislikes: flirts
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any one who polishes the apples..
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Saturday, June 26, 2004


Extreme Sports 2003.. Spot me! Posted by Hello


Haha.. the pic from extreme sports last year... ok.. tml going back to skol le... Hope I have the energy to pay attention attentively... hmmz.. for this holiday I only went back to skol 5 times.. Lolx.. must be a record..


Yesterdays baptism was awesome, I cudn stop smiling.. Yeah, really joyful.. Lolx.. but so many pple not there.. 2 more weels to missions fund weekend.. I wana go China year-end for a study trip!!! but it's gona cost like 1.8k.. anyone wana sponsor?? heeX.. And also next years Israel study trip.. The people who came back were tokin bout many great things they have experience there.. I was like 'WOW'


Anyway I really like Ya Kun toast.. But today go too late le.. lolx.. Today held our debrief.. Only a few came.. lolX.. and poor Wei Jie hada slog becuz of the consent forms, but he shda done it earlier... Then went ta watch ard the world in 80 days..(shake ya butts!) the show is just ok... I left the thearthe thinkin that I'm a kid...


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CHOIR!!! Posted by Hello


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Thursday, June 24, 2004

Past few days was leadership camp 04.. Actually had only 6 hrs of slp for 3 nites becuz Sunday night I waited for my mum to get home from her trip to Malaysia..


So many things to say about the camp, but dun wana say la.. esp the bad things... anyway, the GEMs came for the last 2 days, and they proved useful at the BBQ by setting up the pits and coming up with really ingenius way of doing things, though they really tested your patience.. I only got to enjoy myself on the last day when the JLOs took over and we went to ECP for fun.. It was real cool with my Torpedo Shakers Team.. Haha.. nice name.. We did it ourselfz... So cool.. My team is great man! Creative ideas and cooperation was all around and we had team spirit too... And I cud be lame and crazy and shout my hearts out... I know that I wud not enjoy the camp much becuz of something but I just went on by staying with my friends.. Anywayz, I only had 3 crabsticks for BBQ.. good eh.. and it filled me up.. when the camp closed and when I walk outta school, I cudn help but remmeber last year... Maybe it has really drawn to a close, that was the end of the happy memories I'm gona share with you...


Anywayz, 2 more days till my baptism.. Finally.. Think I will invite some pple to church as well as to witness it... Hope my turtle is back.. go Genting so long..


Oh ya.. these are the pple I have to thank, cuz I didn have the time to do it in paper.. I will thank only those who can come online regularly so I will make it up to the rest somehow...
1)SSEOs Sentries: Nutz, Jade, Yee Joo, for helping out with the girls bunk and sacrificing your slp..
2) Torpedo Shakers!!!: Ghaz, Wei Jie, Syarif, Aqilah, Khim Khee, Jian Wen?, Jade, Shidah?? and some others whose names I have forgotten(sorry!) Thankz guys for being so sporting.. Wouldn have been able to enjoy myself without ur help... LOLX... I like our cheer+the lil green frog song.. haha so cute...
3)SSEOs: Lydia for lending me a pen which I have yet to return because it's used up.. Hehe.. Kat, for forgiving me for helping promote her vegetarian nature, My group in the facilitation workshop that everyone thinks is lousy.. And the rest who came and made this possible...
4)SEOs: Fiona and Khim Cho + committee for helping out in my House project.. Without your expertise I wudn noe what we may have done.. Alfonso for being a reliable liasion to the GEMs, my House pple for your dedication to your job: Haziman, Jocelyn, Yu Xuan, Xiao Hui, Nigel, Emily, Rachael, Wei Ren, Wei Jie, Nisha, Kelvin...
5)The rest: without you guys, nothing is possible


Came back from camp and slept thru till the next day 9am, then went to K-box with Andy, Er Cong, Mandy, Kat, Eddy. Had a sore throat.. lolX.. And the food wasn really good.. Went off at ard 230 together and to ECP cuz they were celebrating Jerleane's birthday.. Lotsa pple went, even the potato.. Then it was really wild the way they celebrated things... Reached home at ard 11++ cuz we took a longer route but I guess it's alright.. Hmm.. nothing else...


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Friday, June 18, 2004

Chronicles of Riddick was awesome... The special effects was cool and the plot is pretty clever.. but the ending is kinda lame.. Ahh well, that still has to depend on your taste.. Watch it with Raj and Andy.. I wana go watch Garfield.. lolX.. everyone thinks the same... My fav cartoon fat cat since primary skol.. AND HE IS ORANJE!!! Yup, I'm supporting Holland for the torney.. That's what my heart says..


Going to have a match ltr at 3, the field below Chin Siong's block.. It is a good pitch, the other time we wanted to play there, we were told to book it.. So now we have booked it, prob to play against Wen Jie's team I suppose.. The last match ended 5-5, our first real match against a bunch of JC and Poly students.. We did pretty well and could have sealed a win..


Borrowed these 3 books.. Tom Clancy: Ops-Center Tom Clancy: Ops-Center Stage of Siege and Tom Clancy: Sum of All Fears.. Tom
Clancy is kinda cool author.. Already read much of his ealier works, they were great pieces of thriller and I absoulutely enjoy reading them though sone of the words were rather biased towards Singapore... only read 1/3 of the Sum of All Fears.. so slow.. but was busy playing GB.. lolX...


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Sunday, June 13, 2004

K-Box 2nd time.. Met JH, Er Cong, Yee Roo fan zhang, Kat and her Sis and Mandy quite early and as expected, the doors haben open yet.. then after tt, They all prac for Northland Idol lor.. Since Kat is vegetarian, I kinda ate her food.. Lolx.. But she sang me songs wat.. So is fair.. I rather eat than sing, cuz my voice not up to standard as I have flu.. Anyway, Chinese songs really require alot of emotins.. Kat Mandy and Er Cong so pro!!! Then tt Jun and YJ juz keep very quiet esp JH... And actually have BS but was cancelled, so I cud stay longer...


After K-Box, went for service.. Rev Christian was preaching today.. He is one of the pastors of Word of Life Church with many gr8 resumes, and he is an pioneer missionary.. He really challenge everyone, and I could feel tt God is asking me to begin doing some missionary work by next year, so when there was an altar call for willing pple, I went down.. I wana live a life of adventure with God.. I'm willing to lay down everything I have to follow him, cuz wat I have here is wat i can't bring o heaven... Anywayz, I'm finally going for water baptism in 2 weeks time, the feeling will be inexplicable... Years and years, I have lived in doubt of whether I can get water baptise becuz of my Dad, but God has given us a spirit of boldness and not of fear, so no matter wat my Dad does to me, I will not renounce my faith...


I may have let you go, but I will never give up on you, Though we may meet some years later, but in my heart you'll always stay.. I leave everything to God..


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Friday, June 11, 2004

Woke up early today.. yes, 10 is early.. then went to gym with Mao.. Fat me.. lolX.. Then went for our breakfast.. Went home and watch THE BEST BET at GV.. GV should go update their seats, in fact, the whole cineplex.. So old fashioned and the seats are small, air ocn not cold pop corn tasteless tt kind.. Yishun onli.. Shd go watcvh local show.. Support Singapore's movie industry.. Lolx


Went to pick up jersey today.. cool.. ORANGE!! with my name and no. behind... 5, cuz it's my fav color.. HeheX.. Then just finish translating 'wo men de ai' by F.I.R. Cool band manX... Thankz to Kat, her chinese is superb, help me understand so many words... kk gtg


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Thursday, June 10, 2004

Hmmm..... Didn really noe wat to write.. I know my blog very the monotonous, but I cant express all my feelings without feeling awkward.. Dunno.. Am I human? yesh...


Woke up only at 12 today.. lolX.. Then had soccer training in the evening with my soccer team.. yes.. after 3 years of deliberating, JH finally set up a team and we are going to get our bright orange and black stripes jersey soon... In fact, tml.. Quite nice and I was teh one who suggested it.. xP
Then we play with this bunch of innocent looking small kids.. turns out they were more violent than me.. In the end I suffered the scratches on my legs inflicted by a kid who kamikaze into the shin with his studs... it look bleeding bad... And they started swarming the pitch with more kids and 2 fat blokes and in the end, the bull(one of the fat bloke) run into my foot.. I tink I broke something.. And not to mention the blister cuz by not wearing socks....


Went to do hw with the same bunch of pple + Andy.. Found out tt I finished 2 paper 1 whilst they were still doing the first half.. LolX...


Use to love soccer alot.. Was considering to join the S-League by going thru trials at SRFC.. Then collected so much football mechandise, wasted lotsa money on mags.. In the end lost a lot of interest.. even the soccer club I love most also dipped in form liao.. so many players I also dunno.. Sianz.. now must get back into the mood, but the joy of watching soccer with my frens has been killed off due to the betting involve.. I dun tink soccer shd be focusing so much on betting.. It is a social ill and it juz kills the game off... Anyway, SRFC is outta teh league, so sad..


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Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Been doing homework with JH, Mandy and Mei Fang.. Jy and Mao joined us yesterday but not this morn.. Was supposed to go jogging together early in the morn like 630, in the end, never even wake up till 745.. in the end JH went home and MF went alone.. Mandy also.. so Dangerous.. skipped MYOB and NCC.. Serious flu.. Like too much tissue gone liaoz...


Yesterday went to Amoy Quee Camp for tech handling.. so boring.. then the part As sabo one.. Lose the bullets.. If u're guilty of holding onto a bullet and leaving camp, u can get death penalty leh.. lolX.. Thank God we manage to recover everything.. Then went to have lunch with Mao.. holidays=fats..


Just this evening went out with lotsa guys.. to buy our jersey.. they very slow one.. always must wait.. then in the end I had to go liaoz.. Anyway the jersey is orange and black.. cool.. 32 bucks.. kinda ex.. but ok la.. Never go pool with em.. not so interested.. ok.. tts all.. i nv update cuz I busy.. xD


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Monday, June 07, 2004

Went to East Coast Park yesterday... Juz wanted to Sun tan and then ended up at big splash playing the slide.. better keep ur legs closed, else your butt will hurt big time... Then had this idea to go k-box, cuz they always go and I didn have the time to... So Mao, Kat, Cong and I went there... Haha.. My voice was bad.. Too much phelgm.. Yucks... Anyway we sang till like 12++ and then went home... so late le..


Went back to cineleisure today, watch Shrek 2 again with my Cg members.. still manage to make me laugh... Then was suppose to go for Joanna's BBQ but Shawn and Varian wasn't punctual, and even when we called them, they still continued playing their game.. So Jy and I juz went home.. I really hate tt kinda attitude.. No need act so big make pple wait for u.. even when tell u le u juz give some crappy excuse and hang up the phone.. like tt next time dun tell us go out with u... wana play also dun needa play till like tt.. watever la...


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Saturday, June 05, 2004

Right, I'm back.. after a gr8 EMERGE conference.. kool manz.. so many kinda competitions, so many gr8 sessions.. My life will never be the same again.. I truly experienced the annointing of the Holy Spirit like never before in my life.. I have already decided and I'm glad I made the choice.. It will be three years and I'll let God du what he wants to.. Anyway I served in choir for 6 outta 7 sessions.. the last session was a miracle for me.. Thank God! The conference was so powerful in the sense that so many pple lives are changed within 3 days.. On the stage, the choir stand was always shaking as everyone was jumping to the music..It was never a bore, maybe except when u have to queue for hours to get into the auditorium? ask JY.. he noes..


Went to donate blood at a mosque in tampines just this morning.. First time went into the mosque.. Anyway, it was also my first donation and I was trembling becuz of the cold and the nervousness I felt.. the nurses and staff were helpful.. they piled blankets on me.. The reason I was shivering so badly was becuz I'm afraid of blood, but it is to save lives.. Thank God I had the courage to stay on.. I was given iron tablets to get my blood back, and the hole was real huge.. Geez...


Went to watch Harry Potty with maoz.. It was quite good.. but not all the details were in I suppose.. the last time I read he book was way back in P6.. Kinda tired right now.. Tokin to Mao and gang.. they going east coast on sunday.. If I got nothing on, I'll prob go along as well.. ok.. watever..


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