- A HEART FULL OF PAIN, HEAD FULL OF STRESS - A HAND FULL OF ANGER, HELD IN MY CHEST -
++ about me ++ name:
JosH
FirsT LighT:
07-04-1988
BusinEss AddResS:z3n_cool@hotmail.com Wat i Du?:
FuN stuFF... SporTs... I loVe my guiTar.. MuziCk and MoviEe
ambition:
HistoRy makEr WorLD chanGEr
likes:
tries to... chillinG wiTh me Lovable FrenS.. yeah, u gUyS aRe lovaBle
dislikes:
flirts b@#$4 any one who polishes the apples.. LIARS! HYPOCRITES!
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PDA
digicAm
ElectriC guiTar + amplifiEr
Long time since i last blog.. lotsa things happened.. but no use telling ya guys.. well, past few weeks there was lotsa activities in the skol.. Arts Week, Passion Arts, Forte 3... N.I. and many other minor stuff... Ermz, haiz.. It's all about my family la... But things have calmed down a bit..
Anywayz, went to Forte 3 with Varian.. And he was REAL late.. he reached City Hall at 730, Then we hada run all the way to Esplanade to buy flowers for the girls.. Lin Jean really thick-skinned, asked everyone in the class for flowers, so we went to buy for her lor.. then after that still hada run all the way back to VCH.. Haven buy my tix, good thing Shaw Hui was there and she helped me to buy it first... Then settled down with Ming and co. The band was great..
then we had 2 days without madam tai.. which was great, cuz she was more like wasting our time in skol nowadays... a lot of pple nv come one.. lolZ.. Andy, Jeff, Raj, Ming, Wei Long.. etc. 1 day at least got 2 absent... our class has the highest rate of absentism...
Tonight they going to celebrate Xing Rong Bday.. probably going after my service.. And they are going to have a match soon at ard 4.. All the best ORANJE!
This few days during recess, there was the Northland Idol going on.. During the first day, Er Cong, Dan, Mandy sang.. they did pretty well.. I tink my vote was going to Cong and Dan, 2nd day was some sec 5 guys then today was Sam, Fiona and Mei Fang.. So I had a diff choice.. cuz Er Cong+Dan and also Kat sang really well... Cud feel the electricity in the air arhz..
Then it was all crap tonight.. Wanted to buy new skol shoes.. Cuz old one spoilt.. Ask my dad for money.. Then he started scolding me.. He is a Catholic.. Insisted that I shdn be giving tithe.. Totally irrelevant.. But it's my conviction.. Then somehow he found out about my baptism also.. so he was really furious.. So my mum juz brought me out and gave me the $$$.. Went with Mao.. Didn tell him what kinda headache I have juz gone thru.. My dad is really juz unreasonable, an antagonist.. Thankz Mao.. You nv really did know what happened but your presense is really helpful... so we juz went ard after buying.. He bought the F.I.R. disc.. Sianz.. Reached home, and this sister of mine started yelling at me for not studying.. How to study in this kinda emotion? forget it....
Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine ahead has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing
It's so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so
Isolated so
Motivated I am
Certain now that I am
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So tired of the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment for forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim
Against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
My hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
k.. start from last sunday... suppose to do my group's ss project.. Well, we started kinda late cuz we were erm, stuck in andy's house.. then we proceed to wei long's house... our group is doing about diplomacy and deterence.. much of the first 3 hrs was about writing scripts and doing our powerpoint.. then we took a break and went off to play soccer... raj and shawn joined us and proved useful.. haha.. we made them our actors... after playing soccer till ard 12, we went back to long's house.. Tat's where the real fun started.. we started filming our lil show.. overall it was funny.. especially shawn.. everyone cudn stop laughing.. lolX.. if u wana noe, then must buy our VCD.. lol.. at 235, we watch the euro finals.. Onli i and raj were supporting Greece.. And Greece won!!! lol, not really exciting but i like underdogs...
Monday we hada wake up early for a match.. i was so tired when i got home to change.. i wanted to slp but in the end still went for the match.. turns out we were going up agaisnt a bunch of losers.. they were so vulgar and bad sport.. they lost 6-3 and i pulled my hamstring.. now I've got 2 injuries.. spent the rest of my day catching up on slp and on bs...
went back to skol and kinda pissed mam tai off.. lolx.. now her class so quiet and i nua at the back.. so sianz.. anyway if thats the peace she wants, she can have it... it is juz so boring... fpr the wed remedials, Andy, Dog and Raj were caught for using the comp when she wasn ard.. in the end they kinda got expelled from the class... haha... poor things.. And in the night, i went for church without walls conference.. it is really good and i understand more bout different kinda pple.. I love my church.. So much unity, so much love... We must love God wholeheartedly and love people fervently... That was the one thing that keep me from going head on with someone.. I must learn to control my temper and love them as they are.. but it still is kinda hard sometimes..
okie.. maybe update again tml.. kinda boring.. trying to find something interesting to put in this blog.. and im going to write a song or poem on my other one.. hmm
